Hello. Finally, It's December... Nothing special. Neither present nor Christmas tree since I am not celebrating Christmas, though. As always, December hurts me a lot as compared to other months.
Getting scars. Heart broken. Cry hard. Spend more. To be honest, I don't hate December. Maybe I should take a long break. Just to be away from peoples who break me down internally. Yeah, and caused me mentally block!
How I wish for January to come a little bit earlier. To get busy and to not have time to even think about what life is really is.
Oh, at this point... I truly needs a project to working on. Having a leisure time at the office and going home early does not seems like giving any good to me.
I pray for December to end real soon. (#_#)